mengapa aku dan medik ?

Bismillahirahmanirrahim ..

for a long time , very very long time since my last post bout premedic and goin to Alexandria . and now , guess what people , i am in Alexandria , Egypt now . Alhamdulillah , He choose me here and for sure it is the best for me .

there are too many stories and too many word to express . its already January 2013 . i have been here for 3 months and half . and this Alexandria really show me the meaning of tough itself . Allah , kuatkanlah aku di bumi penuh ujian ini (':

sometimes , i just think that its wrong to come here and sometimes i think that , enough !stop been dreaming of being a doctor . but its not my plan . He already plan me here . He know this place suits me . insyaAllah ya Allah .

ujian ini sangat berat . jauh dari keluarga tersayang , kehidupan student medic yang sangat mencabar sehingga kadang-kadang pernah aku berfikir mengapa aku di sini dan medik ? pernah kadang- kadang pertanyaan aku itu hanya terjawap dengan airmata sahaja .

I have no words to express what inside this heart . aku cuma perlu Allah sebagai kekuatanku , aku cuma perlu keluargaku sebagai pendukungku dan aku cuma perlu kawan-kawan sebagai pelengkapku di sini ya tuhanku . berkatilah aku (':